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Saturday, March 08, 2008

I can't believe its been this long since I last blogged.... Hopefully, my training would turn up for the better. I believe that the way you train your trainee makes a difference. I sure was trained with a lot of tough luck... I mean, tough love. They cared about how I do the job, but were on me if I made a mistake. The praises or pat on the backs were few and far in between the many WTF moments I have. But, all in all, it was a learning experience. I found myself at a crossroad. It would've been easier to quit and just say "screw it"... but I will keep up on truckin... I am moving on to my next CTO, who everybody adores. I'll try to not alienate him from my screwy way of doing the job. I know a need a lot of work, but I am easily trained. With the right support system, all's well.

Anyway, I'm watching "Into the wild" right now. The principal photography is awesome. Emile, the lead, did a good job in portraying the character. I haven't read the book so i really don't know which is one is better. The visuals were great. I liken it to "O brother where art thou?, where he meets all these different people and changes their lives and his in the process. My take on the movie is, he hated the hypocrisy of his life so he went out and re-discovered the world. Towards the end, they show a self-portrait of the real character of the book. He sure looked like Emile. Nicely done.

I feel so defeated right now, I don't know why. I feel like I lost something. Like something was sucked from inside me and now I have this void...

I don't like this feeling. I will change this tomorrow... I'm going to my sister's place and hang out there... after I watch the FA Cup match between Barnesley and Chelsea...